Falling to pieces..

HAHA..
I should not go today.
The biggest mistake I did for today.
For making myself suffer in those idiot situation.
There is no smiling face after that. How I wish I didn't see, din't hear anything.
I keep on stuff my earphones in and avoid siting at the directly position of you.
I scare I can't bother it anymore.
I scare I can't control myself anymore.
For doing more evil thing.
I HATE IT!
I don't want to do those thing.
IT sucks!!!!
So,
Don't come and annoy me. PLEASE!
I can't guarantee I won't do anything bad to you.
What kind of person are you?
I can't figure out anymore.
You changed, alot.
What's the meaning behind the things you did?
Not that I'm blackmailing you.
But, why?
Is it fun?
Is it makes you proud of it?
I donno, I don't want to know either.
Just don't too over.
I don't care whether you're reading this blog or not.
It's my blog,
I have the right to release anything here.
I didn't ask you to read also.
I keep telling myself,
I am in a good mood.
Nothing can spoil my mood.
NOTHING!HELL YEA..
IT totally spoiled my mood!
I usually won't touch my boy's friends.
But today I did.
Just out of my mind.
I think I must be crazy.
EVERYTHING should stop.
No point continue.
It's your business to do what you want to do.
But don't KEEP ON doing in front of me.
I want to change class. So badly.Now only I realize the baddest choice I made was enter sub-science class.
I know I don't deserve anything.
But please, at least,
Don't step on my broken heart already.
It's hurt enough.

P.S: Stop bothering anymore.
        No matter how hard.. I will try to do my best to forget about it.