Alone.

Because of yesterday,

I thought of a lot of things.

I'm actually quite down when I'm at school.

Whenever they ask me why,

I just shake my head and give them a smile.

Then I become silence again.

They knew I'm not in the mood,

So they leave me alone.

I try to solve my addmath homework but due to my stupid mind,

I keep on stuck at the same question.

And yet she thought she's the one who make me down,

She keep on asking me what she did wrong,

I feel so exhausted.

I shout to her, IT'S NOT BECAUSE OF YOU.

Finally, she stop asking.

I really wish I can bring earphone and phone to school.

Seriously,

Atleast music can heals me.

I didn't had my dinner yesterday.

And I don't feel like eating at school.

I laying on the table while they are eating.

Not feeling hungry at all.

You are right in front of my view.

I keep on staring at you.

I told myself, please just look at him.

Don't avoid.

But I end up closed my eyes.

You gone, I open my eyes,

I can feel my eyes turn wetter.

Jo saw it, she just give me a smile.

Sometimes I think they know me too well.

Just a little action then they know what's on my mind.

But are you?

Don't fall in love if you still can't handle it.

Either you hurt him,

Or it hurts you, deeply.

P.S: You can easily distract my mind, but how about me? Can I do the same also?