Bubbles disappears.

I don't know what should I do now.

I heard something about you.

I know I won't be okie after that,

But I still smiling to them and say I'm okie.

They say I will cry, and I say I won't.

But I did.

What a fool.

I'm thinking to give up.

Although I know I won't able to do it.

But atleast stop hoping will be the best way.

I want nothing now.

Seriously nothing.

You are just a dream for me.

A dream which I will never ever got it.

So I decided to put the dream inside my heart.

Why?

They ask me, why situation turns that worse?

I answer I don't know.

I really don't know.

It amazes me that it's been a long time I didn't talk to you.

How was I able to just look at you quietly without talking to you?

I'm not perfect,

And I'm not good in expressing my feelings,

I don't like to explain when others guess wrong what's on my mind.

That's me,

Even though myself also don't like it.

But I just can't change it.

I have no power to change it.

I asked you before right?

Is it tired to be with me.

I know how's the feeling if I were you.

I know it's tired.

That's why,

I think I should stop annoying you.

Just stand a side,

Just look at you quietly.

Don't bother me if you don't feel like doing it.

Just ignore me.

That's all I can think of now.

I already lost my mind today.

I can't think of other things.

Don't even bother to open my books.

I should just simply write for my exam papers.

No choice.

P.S: What's on your mind?