Wednesday, 4 April 2012

Blue heart.



Dream.
Is it the ending of the dream is what you are willing in real life?
And yet you can't get it.
It's been a long time since I dreamed about you.
I think it happened because of my two 'best' friends.

They just did something hilarious during tuition. 
And maybe because of the thing I heard.
I'm not sure that what I heard is what exactly happened. 

I don't know what kind of reaction you're showing.
But just,
I can't bear it.
I rather you treat me like a person you don't know.
Hmmm,
You actually treat a person you don't know nicer.

So yea,
Just treat me like how you always do.

Like seriously,
This topic is a tough lesson in my life.
Everytime I fall inside this endless deep hole,
I have to ask myself to climb up and stop thinking about it.
I don't really know the reason why we are apart from the beginning.
But I'm not going to figure out.
It's so tired.
I can't bear to face this problem again.
I'm a coward.
I admit.
At least,
I'm fine now.
But I haven put down yet.
So far.
I know it clearly.
If I already moved on,
I won't be avoiding you.
I won't be what I'm now.
I wonder,
if you are hurt like me.