Live.

When someone else mentions about his name,
Everyone will automatically turns and look at me.
What are they expecting?
A sad face?
Or telling them,
Yea,
I still like him,
But we have been strange for 1 year plus.
From the close relationship till now.
Even we just standing in front of each other,
But just act like we din't see each other,
Continue talking with the one besides us,
Then walked pass.
Sometimes just curious about it,
Did he realizes I actually had stunned for a second?
Did he realizes I'm actually acting like I don't care?
I don't know.
What if the answer is NO?
It must be great.
Then atleast I can just give up easily.
Although I think I will stand and stood at the same point.
There's rarely hope or dream in real life now.
Hope just break easily.

Just telling myself,
I'm living for myself,
Not only for others.
Not like without you,
Then my life will become lightless.
Not like without you,
Everyday will be like in hell.
Maybe there's something changed in my life.
Maybe some of my habits just changed because of you.
Maybe there's always some shadows of you around me.
But yea,
You left me,
That's a fact.
No one can change it.
So,
Live Life! =D

Hope

Seldom share a new post everyday like mad nowadays.
Some feelings fading away slowly day by day.
Not going to live like a fool now.
Not gotta shed a fool of tears now.
Smile everyday no matter how tired.
Listen to song everyday like there's no tomorrow.
Form 5 is totally different when it compares to Form 4.
Endless homework waiting for us.
Everyone seems to turn more hardworking,
But I just go opposite.
I become more lazy.
Just hope that I can change my attitude sooooon.

Don't know whether the decision that I made is the right one or not.
But it's too late to change my mind.
We used to talk about this before.
But at the last year of our secondary school life,
I made it,
But the situation just kind of awkward.
It's actually good that you're not there,
I can sit more comfortable in the class.
I'm actually thinking,
Seems this year is the last year,
Why don't just put all the sad things away,
Friends that rarely talk after having some misunderstand,
Just forget about everything and be close again.
2 people who used to be in a relationship,
Just change the relationship to friendship.
Nothing is better than friendship seriously.
It can really last forever.
Wanna be a sweet friend to everyone I like,
Have a good image for each other in the last year.

When we turn more mature, 

Everything will goes right.
The way we think will become more rasional.
Don't because of anger, 

And spoil the situation.

God bless! =)