A Wish.

Confession.
I'm recently addicted to this song.
I love the feeling of this song.
Alright.
I realize.
I slowly turn back to the past ME.
The one who don't really talk when everyone is talking happily.
The one who choose to listen instead of talking.
I realize.
I'm actually a kind of play girl.
While still loving a guy.
I think of other.
Just in a short moment.
Because I miss the feeling.
The kind of feeling that being treat really good.
And yet I found someone that can really let me feel that way.
But I know.
We both are just friends.
Nothing more will happens.
We both are just needed someone who truly care of us.
It takes me awhile to wake up from it.
After knowing it's a wrong thing.
I started avoid and maintain a friend distance between us.
Somehow they both are same at some area.
They both can make me smile.
They both can make me forget about the sad things.
But ended up they always turn to be the sad things in my life.
I'm really sick and tired of it.
But I know.
The second one.
It's a image of the first one.
The same type.

You won.
You are the winner of this game.
I'm the loser.
I lost my mind.
I lost the myself.
And why don't you just end the game up?
Tell me,
You have no any feeling anymore.
Then everything will be alright.
Maybe I will cry.
Maybe I will turn silent for awhile.
But I think after that I will be okie.
The ME will come back.
And I think I'm able to live even though you are not here.
And same to you also.
Because it's secondary school like/love.
After the end of our secondary school life,
You're able to meet someone much more better.
I will continue to have my meaningful but lifeless life.